I'm seriously thinking about giving up on this feasting thing. Not because I'm weak I really only did it to support Yolanda because she was doing it. I thought that she was being tortured from the smell of foods like me cooking breakfast and she smelling all the flavors of the pork. I did lose weight on this fast and it is motivating. But I do miss eating a decent meal now and then, I've tried so many diets and fads that this one is probably not for me. OK maybe I'm tripping right now because I am upset that I gained a pound.
On the other hand my blood sugar has been elevated in the high one hundreds vs the two hundreds it normally be. I'm trying to decide if I want to go and make this ceviche and cheat today. Besides my show is coming on today it's the premier of Dexter on showtime and Californication. I am used to eating foods while watching my shows, I know that's bad behavior. I must say my will power to live is dented because I want to live and I want to eat as well. Yes I love food, I'm thinking about seriously going to a food anonymous class! Yolanda sent me an email with all the information about it.
My Weight Stats Today
313 LBS
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